To My Dearest Barsa,
You know that I'm a person of few words. I don't often say what is on my mind
and even if I do, it usually doesn't come out quite right. But what I do not
express verbally doesn't mean I don't feel it in my heart.
I may not say I love you every day as some do. I may not have bought you
beautiful gifts on occasions that matter. I may not have empathized when you
were crying out for understanding. And I may not have done the right things to
make you feel loved.
If you are going to judge me on these things alone, I know I have failed
miserably. But if only you could look through my heart to see who it is beating
for, you would know the depth of my love for you.
Darling, my emotions may not show but a love that is mostly hidden like mine is
always deep and eternal. My heart can accommodate no other apart from you and I
know this is how it is going to be for the rest of my life.
Expressionless I may be. Cold I may seem. But true love doesn't need to be
shown. It resides in the heart just as how it resides deep in mine. And no
matter the seasons that will come and go, it will be there withstanding the
test of time.
As I write this today, the words are hard to flow. It is not my nature to be
expressive. But no matter what, I want you to know that you are loved and
cherished. And I want you to know that I do care. My words will never be able
to describe exactly how I feel so, let me end this letter with 3 simple words,
straight from my heart:
I love you.
Forever yours...
You know that I always love you. I miss
you everyday. Although we remain friends and see each other all the time we are
distant. We both know what feelings are stifled beneath smiles and being
cordial. I catch you staring at me. Why do we deny each other? I watch you
every time. I watch your mouths move, words just words. I fight the feeling of
kissing your mouth for such a long time that the words stop and there is just
us left without the veil of denial. There will always be love here for you. I
know you are only mine and choose to try again and it will be yours forever...
